Oh..... Heck Yes

My life's getting back together. it's a little hectic right now, but I think that I'm getting it back into order. For those of you who care, me and Jon are doing great once again. LOL we have been the whole time but our little bickering we have once in a while. Just during the bickering it feels like its going to go down hill. But its not going to. I hope all of your lives are going splendid.. lol me using that kind of vocabulary... there must be something that im on.. lol jp. but i hope all of you are doing great. just thought i'd let you know how i was and that is... GREAT. so ill talk to you laters okay.
love ya all,
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    happy happy


I dont get why people get so mad over little things. I just puch it behind me, then after a certain point of bottling it up for so long, with more and more little problems adding on top of the others, it all comes out at once. But some people don't like to listen to the ones that are talking. They don't even care that if they say one little thing that it may actually hurt the other person. I don't know if any of this is making any sense to you at all, but to me I barely get any of it myself. I just need to find a way to figure people out. Why they hurt others the way we do, and act the way we do. Sometimes I feel so lost with my life because of the way that I am treated sometimes. Why do we all get the way that we do, why don't any of us care for any part of others feelings? This is such crap, the way we are. I just need help right now, from anyone. I have no one to talk to.. like my mom, I can't talk to her about anything. And the one's that I could talk to aren't here to talk to any more. They all have their own problems or they just don't care any more.. I don't know. No one talks any more?
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    uncomfortable uncomfortable

Why do ppl want to hurt themselves??

Why is it that people are so stupid that they think because they fall in love once, that that person isn't going to get over them. Why do people think that they have to end their lives over little things. I have this friend and he/she wants to kill themselves because they think that they have nothing to live for. This person doesn't care about anyone any more, this person thinks that if they kill themselves they wont have any pain. I know that that's true, but the peoples lives that he/she has inpacted will be in pain for the rest of their lives. Why do people get this way, how do people get this way? Why would any one want to end their life over a loved one, I mean I know the thought of it goes through everyones mind... But why in the hell would you actually act on the thought of hurting yourself? It doesn't make any sense to me. Can anyone please help me?? I need to know what to do, because the things that I have done and have tried doesn't seem to help. I don't think that it ever helped, even though this person said it did. But now all I am hearing is "Nothing is going to keep me here any more." Please someone help me.......Please
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    sad I feel like Crying

Okay so its been a while.....

Okay so its been a little while since i was last on here.........
Okay so maybe its been a LONG little while. I just thought i would get on here and see how everyone was doing. But i am real tired so plz forgive me if i say stupid crap that you all may not agree with! lol. I enjoy reading all of your journals. and trust me i didnt read all of them, most of them are way to long. but who cares........right!? well, i shall just say that i am way happy with jonathan. he's so sweet. i love him to pieces, i want to be with him forever. but i only hope that i feel like this for the rest of my life. bc the last time i felt this way i moved away and wasn't able to be with that guy ne more. he's the only other guy that i have ever felt this with b4. but with jonathan its different. its almost as if we are going to really.. truelly be together for ever and ever. but one can only hope right? i miss him so much. when i talk to him its always like 2:30 or 3:30am. and i dont always feel like talking that damned early and he knows it. but its okay bc we dont see eachother all the time, so it all works out all together. but i want to be with him for the rest of my life, and even after that. but i will end this journal at that. and say goodnight to all of you reading this right now! love ya alls..
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    Piece of my heart..... Faith Hill

how crazy!!!

PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love

PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

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    "Don't Laugh At Me"......... Mark Wills


I got the same thing on the ice cream flavor thing... crazy!!!

Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Dashboard Confessional Lyrics

Vindicated Lyrics

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that


So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]


Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
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    "Vendicated".......-Dashboard Confessional-